Dear Ex-Boyfriend,

We’ve been through so much together in so little time. I want you to know that I still love you. So so much. And I really meant it when I said I’ll love you always and forever. I care for you so much and I will always be here for you no matter what. I still can’t get over the fact that were broken up officially. It sucks to think about it because my feelings towards you are still so strong. It’s been a while since we broke up, but I don’t understand why I still can’t get over it. I think it just shows how much you really mean to me. It sucks that it had to end how it did. I really didn’t want it to happen, but I guess it was just for the best. You were the best I ever had. That been our song since the beginning. There was one time that you walked out of my life, but then you can back in it. I guess everything happens for a reason.. I can’t even explain how I feel about you, cus it’s something totally different. I feel stupid sometimes because Im the only one that seems to not be able to get over it. Cus you do look really happy without me. Even the littlest things remind me of you. Memories constantly replay in my head at times cus I miss it so much. And I miss you. I miss everything. Things didn’t turn out how I thought it would. I saw another side of you that I never thought was in you. I’m glad we didn’t just completley cut off our friendship though. I like that were still able to talk to each other. I have to admit that it’s hard for me to just stay friends with you. Because I don’t want to be just friends. I want to be more than friends. I’m sorry if I come off as clingy, but it’s just cus I like you so much and I can’t realy stop my feelings for you like that. I also wanted to apologize. For all the stupid bullshit that I did. I know that ruined a lot of stuff. I feel like I fucked everything up when I could have tried to make things better. I’m sorry I wasn’t understanding when you put us on a break. I guess I was just so sad and hurt that I didn’t see where you were coming from. I don’t know why your still in my head all the time, I really don’t. My tears are falling down as I’m typing this, just thinking about everything again. I just have so much to say and so much to open up about. i don’t know if my feelings for you will ever go away. I havent felt this way about anyone but you. So im not sure how to deal with it. I will never forget what we had together. You still mean a lot to me, just as much as before. I’m sorry. I love you so so much. And I miss you dearly..

Love, Jacky